Hello friends! While tumblr has been on the fritz, I decided to try and illustrate something that’s difficult for me to explain.
Sometimes when I get stressed out, I dissociate. It can feel like I’m outside my body and three feet to the right, it can feel like I’m covered in a thick layer of wool that prevents me from touching and feeling things, lots of times sounds get muffled and echoey. Once or twice it will feel like whatever I’m sitting on is the only stable thing and if I hang over the edge or get off, all I’ll be met with is endless space.
It’s weird, but for me, harmless. The worst is just being incapable of focusing and forgetting what I’m doing.